| Psssh. Yucky. |
You know, Im more than aware than anyone I know that I do not need a guy to make me feel happy. Im confident in myself and I know that I can make it on my own. And I am happy, very much, living life the way I want. Until, that is, a guy comes along. And without asking my permission, I should add, makes me feel somehow even better. I like who I am, but it's an affrimation of my existence when someone else does the same. Maybe a little pessimistically, I dont count on anything working out, but still, when it doesn't it's like a slap in the face. Like maybe Im not so great after all? That's the only reason Im about to drop out of all of this. Because I don't need guys messing with my mind. I don't need them to make me feel that Im not good enough when I already know I am.
2005-05-20 - 4:21 p.m. |
