| Im Just a Jerk. |
Im a bad person. My dad wanted me to spend the night at his house and go with him to church in the morning, because they were having a ceremony in which he was to become a member. Then, he was going to have a cookout with his "friend" Carol, his son, and a couple of other people. I told him before that I would go, even though I really didnt want to. He called today and asked what time he should pick me up and I told him that I couldnt go because I have to be at work early in the morning tomorrow. ...I work at 4 pm. Yeah. That's me. I took my SAT's today. I pray that I did incredibly well and everyone realizes my hidden genious. But I doubt it. Im anxious to get my results already. It was kind of weird, because I went to another school where I didnt know anybody. I really appreciated that because I didnt have to be distracted with anything other than the test. But there was a really nice girl who sat behind me. I dont know who she was, but she was really pretty and skinny and kept trying to make conversation about the weather, the test, and my shoes. I feel slightly guilty that I repeatedly gave her short, quick answers to her questions, but I really wanted to do well on the test. It's not that I didnt like her. So, sorry pretty little skinny girl, if you're out there. I really didnt have anything against you. Really. Im just a jerk. And then, in some situations, I feel like I might be one of the luckiest people in the world. I mean, really. Let's look at the history of my life: Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Terrible Luck Bad Luck Good Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck Bad Luck It's like "Whoa. Wait a minute? Where'd that come from?!" I mean seriously, Ive checked and good luck just doesnt run in my veins. I cant fathom through who's good grace I got it. But, Im not letting it go.
2003-06-07 - 10:23 p.m. |
