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Sometimes. I just want to let out every single emotion that fills my head. I want to speak every thought until Im breathless. I want to run with the wind and let it take me away from all that I can see myself as so far. I want to be able to fit perfectly with what everyone says I should. But, even with the best of intentions, you can still suffocate my dreams. Dont limit a heart that fears rejection. To be able to speak words of my true feelings is a great achievement for me. I know that I am growing with each passing day. I look back each night while I lay in bed, staring out the window. As I wait for sleep to come and take me, I let my mind wonder. I dont know how I end up where I end up, but it's often that I lead myself in circles of thoughts. They dont end, buy only intertwine with each other. Wondering if I have to think the way I think for the rest of my life. Maybe everyone goes through it. But that makes it no easier for anyone. Every person would like to think they are different. And every person is. That's the beauty of it all. If I should be saddened by this entry, I most certainly am not doing as Im told. Epiphanies happen when you least expect them.
2003-05-17 - 10:13 p.m. |
